Soul Mates

As I watch the man I love,
Sleep and dream yet not in good health
My heart is burdened by fear unknown
That only God can fill.

Things we don't understand and
Knowledge we choose to ignore
My friend, lover. My half of me..
Please be safe, please grow strong, please know God has you in His hands.

I can't live without you, my love.
Forever on earth is not long enough
Eternity in Heaven is a dream to fulfill
Surrounded by the glory of God and His promise fulfilled.

All the love in me has been provided by you and even you brought me back to God when I was lost.
For all great things in life come at at cost.
Jesus loves our children but blesses our marriage.
I touch you ever so gently in the night with the strange sounds in the backgroup of the IV drip and you seem so delicate. I feel like craddling you in my arms and reassuring myself that YOU know just how much YOU mean to me and how blessed i so truly am.

Chronic Pain

Do you live with Chronic Pian? I do. I have a triple cervical fushion and permanent nerve damage in the occipital nerves causing cervicogenic headaches. These leave you wishing the 2ND coming of Christ would really hurry along. I have just received yet another surgery having a spinal cord simulator implanted to help with the pain. Its really too early in this procedure to see if its working yet but nights like these I am unable to get any sleep. Tell me what you have....and how have you managed to cope with it.

Pain is the darkness that keeps us from the Light
Pain is the vise that helps give up the fight
Acceptance is often difficult to bear
It is like our own cross to wear
Show me what i should do
Does pain ravage you too?

Why are words so important?

Words have the ability to lift a soul straight to heaven yet also have the despairing strength to plummet you straight into hell. Why is this? And what about our imagination? We can dig deep into ourselves and come up with the most intense creation. I am so excited to begin my very own exploration.